| Location | In Angels Heaven |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 08/11/2006 |
| Date of Death | 15/04/2006 |
| Visitors | 830 since 22/08/2009 |
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xx in loving memory of my beautiful baby angel tianna xx
on the 15-04-06 i had you so painfully taking away from me :( when you should of been born into this world and into the loving and caring arms of your mummy. but instead you were born to the angels and not to me. I had you inside of me for only 10weeks. I knew who you were, I knew your spirit. I could feel you. You were quietly moving and growing inside of me. Close to my heart. I loved you from the moment i found out i was pregnant with you. Never did I think that I would be without you in this life. I held you quiet inside of me. I held you to me for as long as I could, that was enough for me.
One day, when I least expected the un-thinkable happened. You were going to go home to be with the angels. No, I cried. Dont take her, I prayed, please, let me keep her. My heart was full of pain, my body was numb, nothing like the grieving in my heart at the thought of letting you go away from me. I screamed, don't do this. Please, don't. As I took myself in quiet to get help, I screamed and I begged for you. I tried, my little tianna, to stop it. I didn't want to let you go. I thought I would die. Something in my heart was leaving me with you. No, please, dont, but it was no use. they took you by the hand that day, four years ago, and left me alone, without you.
I left the hospital a week later going back to the home you were supposed to share with me, with your mummy. I could see you in your pyjamas with your feet in them, crawling up to me and holding out your arms wanting to be picked up, i would grab you and put you in my arms Tianna and never let you go. I wanted to see you in the room I was designing for you in that house of ours. I could sense you inside of me, the spirit you shared with me was real. I knew already you would be all pink with cute hair clips and bows in your hair. Little pink roses for the wallpaper and a beautiful pink cot with all your favourite teddy bears.. that i treasure everyday xx
How heartbroken i was when I had to go back alone. How much I wanted to share much more with you, but I couldnt i only had 10weeks of you inside of me. I was sad. So sad, and still remain so very sad alone.
You are loved there by many angels Im sure of that. I know you are safe up there. I did not know if I would survive loosing you... Really tianna, you took with you something of me. Children are their mothers heart, where they go, mother's go. me and you will never seperate. But how my arms ached, physically ached to hold you long time. I never got to touch your tiny hands, or kiss you goodnight. Never had the chance to say to you, "I will love you forever my darling daughter tianna. I have missed kissing your little fingers when they hurt, not being able to sing you nursery rythums at night when your sleeping in your beautiful pink cot.. I still would give anything to kiss your sweet little face and hands..
The pain of loosing you felt like my stomach was being ripped out, The day of you leaving me was unbearable, heartbreaking I always cry alone. Every year, every day always in silence where no one could see or hear. If not in silence then sharing the heartache of loosing you with your lovely grand mummy. This is the one day I could remember all of you. but in my heart you were always remembered and remained close in my heart..
Every year I would wonder, what would tianna like to do? The biscuits im making, would she like them? would she like to help me make some more.. How many different songs would she sing to me when shes old enough to sing herself? What would she say to me if she knew of my heart?
Today I am giving you more hugs and kisses then any angel could ever give to you. I just have to send them to you from my heart to yours. One day, perhaps I will be able to kiss your cheeks and hold your little hands in mine.
miss you so much and love you millions sweetheart, always thinking of you and cant wait to hold you in my arms forever.. because from that moment on we will "ALWAYS" be together... but until that day you will "ALWAYS" be very close in my heart. xx
love your mummy xxxx
BIG HUGS TIANNA
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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ bigs hugs from me to you and your ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ family and friends that you miss you ever day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ but in our hearts forever you will not be ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ and Granddaughter of Albert and ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Marie-Jeanne Belanger take care ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ hugs and XXXX bye for now good ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰
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....Goodnight and God Bless..........
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xx love you xx
u are my little angel, up above in heaven now, i wish that i could hold u, if only there was a way how... u are still my precious little one, i keep u in my heart always, i know someday i'll see u+we won't be apart, but until then i'll think of u in the rain or shine, i will keep on loving u, you'll always be mine. so ......take care my darling in heaven up above+until i see u, i'll send up all my love, hugs+kisses. ♥ x
THE TINY BUTTERFLY.......
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THE TINY LITTLE BUTTERFLY LANDED ON MY WINDOW SILL
JUST FOR A FEW MOMENTS THE BUTTERFLY SAT STILL
I COULD SEE IT IN ALL OF IT GLORY PERFECT IN EVERY WAY
WAS THE BUTTERFLY A GIFT FROM MY ANGEL THAT CAME TO ME TODAY
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IT HAD TINY WHITE WINGS WHAT A BEAUTIFUL SIGHT
THEN THE TINY BUTTERFLY SPEAD ITS WINGS IN FLIGHT
KNOWING THAT THE BUTTERFLY CAME HERE TO SEE ME
NOW THE TINY BUTTERFLY IS FLYING AROUND SO FREE
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JUST FOR A DAY THE WORLD SEEMS LIKE A BETTER PLACE
THAT TINY BUTTERFLY LEFT A SMILE UPON MY FACE
THANKYOU MY BEAUTFUL ANGEL FOR SENDING ME A GIFT OF LOVE
FROM YOUR RESTING PLACE IN HEAVEN WAY UP IN THE SKIES ABOVE......
copyright� Rosalind Roberts 20/4/2010
........LOTS OF LOVE 2U PRINCESS XOXOXOXOXOXOX
xx i am always with you xx
Why did you have to go away and leave your mommy so sad and blue?
I'm right here mommy with you always, I thought you already knew.
How come I can't see you or hold you close to me?
You do see me mommy, you just have to open your eyes and there I'll be.
I'm the sunrise in the morning and the sunset at night.
I'm that star you see in the sky shinning o' so bright.
I'm that flower in your yard that bloomed the other day.
I'm the beautiful butterfly you stopped and watch play.
I'm that soft whisper you hear when no one's around.
I'm the warmth that heals your heart just when you begin to frown.
I'm the colorful rainbow you sometimes see right after a storm.
I'm always near you mommy, I just take many different forms.
I'm in each smile you make and kiss you give away.
I'm apart of you mommy, in every thought and word you say.
I see the tears you cry for me and hear you pray.
I wipe them away with my kisses and help you make it through the day.
We will forever be together this I know for sure.
God sent me to be with you in all that you will endure.
Mommy I wish you could see my magical set of wings.
Exquisite soft white feathers made from all of God's loving things.
I wrap them around you brining comfort and healing.
As i engulf you let go all the pain your heart is feeling.
We meet in your dreams holding hand in hand.
We walk down beaches dragging our feet in the sand.
You also have some friends up here that love you so.
They watch over you where ever you may go.
So when your feeling sad and blue and think I'm not right here.
Just look around at all the beautiful things and know I am near. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Sleep tight Princess Tianna xXx
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SWEET DREAMS ANGEL XXX....... >,"<
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xx my forever child xx
You are a Precious Child
Created out of love,
a blessing from above.
I've adored you from the start,
and your little footprints
touched my heart.
A single teardrop represents the
millions I have cried
My life never the same since you died.
I wish you could have stayed
longer with me,
I'd watch you grow into
all you could be.
Although we are apart,
Your are Always in My Heart.
I dream of a joyful time when
we will be reunited once again.
Thoughts of you make me smile.
You will always be My Forever Child..
love you always sweetheart. love your mummy xxxx
xx my beautiful child xx
My darling baby,
How much I love you,
Will you ever know?
I shall never hold you
Close to my bosom,
Only within my heart.
I will never sit at your bedside,
And listen to your tiny breaths,
As you sleep soundly.
I shan’t watch your first steps,
With awe, wonder and pride
And the patter of your tiny feet
Will never be heard.
No one will see your pretty face
Or tiny hands and feet
For God decided
That you were much too special
For this cruel world.
He wanted you to stay
Up above in Heaven
And sing with the angels.
I love you
My angel baby.
xx i'll carry you in my heart xx
Why God takes the little ones
I swear I'll never know
You had so much life to live
It just wasn't time for you to go.
For comfort, now, I think of you
With tiny little wings
Up above, in a beautiful place,
Listening to angels sing.
You'll never know the pain I feel
The hurt you left behind
Oh, what I wouldn't give to hold you one more time...
I carried you in my womb,
Then I carried you in my arms
And now, until it no longer beats
I'll carry you in my heart...
thought your smile is gone forever and your hands i cannot ever touch.... i still have so many memories of the one i loved so much.. mummy misses you so much sweetheart. sleep tight. always thinking of you.
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